Former Real Housewives of New York Star Bethenny Frankel is going through a nasty divorce with her estranged husband, Jason Hoppy, and Bethenny says looking back on her marriage she felt like she was a “bad person.” Bethenny is opening up about her current living situation (she and Jason are still sharing their $5 million NYC apartment), and says she’s miserable.
â€œMy living situation is very, very stressful,â€ she toldÂ PeopleÂ magazine. â€œI donâ€™t think itâ€™s very healthy for anyone involved. Itâ€™s very upsetting.â€
â€œYou just have to endure it,” Bethenny added, saying when she realized her marriage had failed it was one of the darkest times in her life.Â â€œAll the things that Iâ€™ve tried to resolve in therapy and get past from my childhood reared their ugly head in my marriage. My marriage made me feel like I was a bad person, like I was damaged, I was dysfunctional, I was never going to be happy. But I donâ€™t believe that to be true. Yet there I was in a relationship that made me feel that way.â€
â€œMaybe thatâ€™s the first lesson learned: to go with my gut. Because I waited a long time to see if I even wanted to be in this relationship I didnâ€™t go with my first instinct,” Bethenny said when she was explaining she should have paid more attention to her own feelings.
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